Desi

semi-happy!

Tue, 28 Mar 2006 07:09:12 GMT

well today i had a semi good day, i got asked out by my friend annie =^^= yay! ..but the only bad thing that happened today was when i told someone something ive never told anyone ever and i didnt get the reaction i thought i would..it sucked.. but yesh i have a gf now..woo..yesh yesh lol but anywho.... nighty night i must be off ta bed...

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 11:17:33 GMT

ok well..im goin to cali next weekend till the following sunday and while there im goin to magic moutain lol, and friday im goin to a baseball game at PGE and im tryin to get tickets to NIN in may... then if my grades are good enough i will get to go to florida for 2 weeks and go to disneyworld.....god tickets to concerts are expensive and i hate goin to them alone ggrrrawr..well i must sleep ttyl

PS i miss owin.. i know no one here knows him..but i miss talkinm to him...and lol i talked to him earlier...

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 06:14:13 GMT

damn.. i havent been on here in sooo long..well...i miss everyone so much OMFG!.. it sux..well..there isnt much to say except me= bruised ribs, haveing issues, and bored/lonely ok ttyl
~desi

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 07:08:12 GMT

well..my ribs have been hurtin for 3 days so im in pain but ive been takin ibprofin for 3 days straight also and i finally read the bottle and on sunday i think i took over the maximum dose..oh well... i dont care anymore i just want it to go away...but i think i should go to bed..so ttyl
~desi

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 08:21:47 GMT

well its been a long time since i put anything up... but yea i was sooo bored in 1st, 2nd, and 3rd period.. but then i went and skipped the first half of 4th and went and.. did some stuff and laughed at a bird that flew in front of me on the way back and chad was/is always excited to see me and he was just all happy and then lunch came around and i had the major munchies and had too mooch food but i couldnt eat much cuz it hurts when i swallow anything but anyways soo i almost passed out in 5th but kept myself awake somehow then maraculously(idk how to spell it) was awake during 6th and yea but anyways ttyl
~desi

omg im a goth/punk/metalhead/hippie/emo person thing lol

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 04:52:20 GMT

--THEATER KID--
[x] Ever been in a play?
[ ] Have you ever seen a Broadway show?
[ ] More than 10 Broadway shows?
[ ] Have you ever been/Are you in school shows?
[ ] Does your current job involve theater in some way?
[ ] Want to end up working in/for theater
[x] Can you recite all of the lyrics to your favorite play/musical?
[x] Do you break out into random songs whenever/wherever!!
[ ] Do you like the Sound of Music?
[ ] Did you like the Broadway show?
Total X: 3

--REDNECK--
[ ] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[x] Do you or someone in your immediate family drive a pickup truck?
[ ] Do you like to ride four-wheelers?
[ ] Do you like/play country or bluegrass music?
[ ] Do you have/know someone who has a mullet?
[x does frontyard count?] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[ ] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[ ] Do you live on more then 1 acre?
[ ] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?
[x] Do you watch Larry the Cable Guy movies?
Total X: 3
-GOTH--
[ ] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[x] Is most of your clothing dark?
[x] Do you think about death often?
[ ] Do you want to die?
[x] Are you a social outcast?
[x] Are you pale?
[ ] Do you like Hot Topic?
[x] Do you enjoy Tim Burton movies?
[ ] Are you mean?
[ ] Do you hate most people
Total X: 5

--PUNK--
[ ] Can you skateboard
[x] Do you wear Vans?
[x] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[ ] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?
[ ] Do you watch the x-games?
[x] Do you have any piercings?
[ ] Do you like/wear a mohawk?
[x] Do you wear Band t-shirts?
[x] Are you a rebel without a cause?
[ ] Have you called someone a poser recently?
Total X: 5

--METALHEAD--
[x] Do you enjoy heavy, fast, and or violent music?
[ ] Have you ever been injured in a mosh-pit?
[x] Do you own more than 4 band shirts, from obscure metal bands?
[ ] Screaming requires just as much talent as singing, right?
[x] Guitar Solos = Orgasm?
[ ] Do you own any CD's from Metal Blade records?
[x] Do you wear leather and denim despite warm weather?
[x] Jeans must be torn!
[ ] Ever been to a metal concert?
[ ] have musical arguements ever resulted in physical violence?
Total X: 5

--PREP--
[ ] Do you say the word "like" alot?
[ ] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/AE/Aero?
[ ] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?
[ ] Do you wear ONLY pink?!
[ ] Have/do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?
[ ] Do you like pop music?
[ ] Do you want/have a little dog?
[ ] Is having your nails done a necessity?
[ ] Do you have jewels all over your cell phone?
[ ] Do you always carry a purse/wallet?
Total X: 3

--HIPPIE--
[x] Is your hair long?
[x]Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[x] Do you want to save the animals?
[x] Do you think war is unnecessary?
[x] Do you like classic rock and trippy music?
[ ] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[x] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
[ ] Do you play a ukulele or bongos?
[ ] ever watched wood stock
Total X: 6

--GANGSTA--
[ ] Do you act ghetto?
[ ] Do u wear do-rags?
[ ] Do you like hip-hop?
[ ] Was Tupac truley the greatest rapper in the world?
[ ] Do you believe he's alive?
[ ] Do you like afros?
[x] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?
[ ] Do you like to dance?
[ ] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit?
[ ] Do you wear clothing like wu-tang, g-unit, sean john, babyphat etc
Total X: 1

--EMO-
[x] Do you cry often?
[x] Do you wear hoodies?
[ ] Do you like soft music?
[x] Do people not understand you?
[ ] Do you write your own poems/songs?
[x] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark?
[x] Do you cut yourself
[x] ARE U LONELY?
[ ] Do you like "Ohio is for lovers" by Hawthorne Heights?
[ ] Do you have square, black rimmed glasses?
Total X: 6

--SURFER--
[ ] Do you surf?
[ ] Do you wear flip flops year-round?
[ ] Is your hair shaggy?
[ ] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[ ] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[ ] Are you always tan in the summer?
[x] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[x] Do you hate tourists?
Total X: 2

--GEEK--
[x] you wear glasses?
[ ] Do you get good grades?
[x] Do you use an inhaler?
[ ] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?
[ ] Does your mom pick out your clothes?
[x] Are you on the computer often?
[ ] Do you ever get picked on?
[ ] Do you look forward to going to school?
[ ] Are you shy around the opposite sex?
[ ] Do you play video games?
Total X: 3

ok so im acyually excited

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 01:06:08 GMT

so i think the world is gunna end soon cuz im actually excited to do a speech for english none the less im excited because ...well first of all its an introductory speech about me and i got the ok to talk about gay rights and gay issues so im going to talk about it and how it bothers me for kids to use "gay and/or "fag", and i think its a wonderful idea becuase then i can adress the intire class!!! and i need help on stuff to say well i kno i just need more ideas on the topic that would be wonderful!!!^_^

heh wee

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 02:10:44 GMT

i hate valintines day..its really deppressing.. and expensive hahahahahaha weee and i had a 5min long dream in class that i was talkin to john and he called me sara ..he specifically said " i love you sara..." im like WTF?!?!!?!?

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 01:33:41 GMT

http://www.roffles.com/movies/view/417/

ahh OMFG you all will love this well i think so lol its a song called emo song its fuckin awsome
it has guys makin out in it!!!

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 03:31:25 GMT

hey everyone check this out!!!!!
gaiaonline.com

woo royaly pissed

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 06:54:20 GMT

so toady i cant fuckin believe the fuckin steelers won that makes me sooo fuckin pissed ahhh! anyways ive been deppressed all day and i hate it i havent been deppressed like this in awhile soo its not like my normal everyday thing no more...*sigh*... i wish i was back at beaverton.... this school bites... oh and i have too decide who to bring camping with me... idk who even wants too go cuz i havent talked to anyone in fuckin forever....*sigh*..i hate it when i rant....well so i dont think i told any of you this but i we decided that we are gettin matching tattoos..lol..and i found a piercing that i want ...and i found some other shit that looks crazy enough that i felt like doin it right then!!!

piercin that i want:
http://www.bmezine.com/pierce/02-tongue/A51018/high/bmepb151877.jpg

piercin that i want too but it is more of an implant and i dont know if he would like it or not but i think it looks fun:
http://www.bmezine.com/pocket/A51218/high/bmepb182858.jpg
or
http://www.bmezine.com/pocket/A50915/high/bmegl134241.jpg

lol ikno i kno im fuckin nutz...
http://www.bmezine.com/pocket/A51102/high/bmepb158680.jpg

http://www.bmezine.com/pierce/11-surface/A51202/high/bmepb175542.jpg

http://www.bmezine.com/pierce/11-surface/A21203/high/hfxqrcsm.jpg

lol i think that is enough 4 now
ttyl

hahahaha im the devil!!!

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 00:10:01 GMT

Take the quiz:
ARE YOU THE DEVIL

devil himself
you are the keeper of the underworld. dont kill me i make a good slave.

Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

this is ...fuckin adorable...

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 02:23:43 GMT

he answered a bulliten i put up and his answers are in caps

What if you never got a chance to see me ever again? What if I died tomorrow? It might happen because LIFE works in mysterious ways. List 3 things you would want me to know before I died. It can be anything.

1) I LOVE YOU!

2) I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE DONT LEAVE ME!

3) I WANT TO BE WITH YOU FOREVER!

If i died:

Would u come to my funeral? YES

Would you cry? YES MUCH

Would you forget me eventually? NEVER FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE

Would you speak a eulogy? YES

What would be going thru ur head? WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE YOU!

Would you tell me you loved me before i died? YES I HAVE MANY TIMES!

Would you mean it? YES I ALWAYS MEAN IT WHEN I TELL IT TO YOU!

Would you regret anything you said to me? NEVER I AM ALWAYS HONEST AND TRUE!

Would you regret anything you said about me? NEVER I ONLY SAY LOVEING THINGS!

Would you be wishing you told me something that you havent already told me? NO I AM ALWAYS HONEST AND TELL YOU EVERYTHING!

What would be ur last memory of me? THE TIME WE SPENT TOGETHER TALKING AND MORE!!

What would you remember me by?EVERYTHING YOU ARE TO ME LOVE!

If i died tomorrow, i would want to know your true feelings about me. What are your complete feelings about me up to this day? I LOVE YOU I NEED YOU I WANT YOU I DESIRE YOU I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU !!!!

im in love with this song....

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 00:06:41 GMT

ICP (INSANE CLOWN POSSE) LYRICS

"3 Rings"

"Is this on?"

"Gather round my wealthy friends
And endure the horrifying sights
Only your worst nightmares can produce
Actual human beings of a deformed nature
Come at once
And come and enduldge yourself
In our own twisted amusement of
Another's misfortune
Yes, ladies and gentlemen
Enter our three ring show of freaks"

[Violent J]
Ring one, a dung a dung dung
My name's Violent J and I staple my tongue
To the desk in school then I run down the hall
Scaring the shit out of all y'all bitches
Which is why you don't invite mine to your parties
Just cause I don't look like everybody
I guess they're bunch of richboys, bitchboys
Scary, bula!
And what's the big deal about my neck
Just because now and then I like to let it stretch
Up a couple feet to get a better sight
Is that any reason to scream and run in fright
No, so, now how ya gonna act?
So what if I got another arm growing out of my back
I guess I'm just another freak show thing
And now they got me in the three ri-ii-ii-ing

[Chorus (2x)]
Three ring a ding a ding ding
People love to point and stare
Three ring a ding a ding ding
It's the same as everywhere

[Shaggy 2 Dope]
Ring two, how do you do?
I'm Shaggy 2 Dope, chicken-faced bitch, who?
You don't try to front ho
Try to play me out just cause I'm running with the sideshow
Or maybe it's the leg growing out my neck
But don't jet baby, heh, not yet
I'm popping in like a pound of lead
Black n blue, his next roll and drop me on my head
Oh shit, I knew I had to fuck up my circuits
Cuz when I was two my momma left me at the circus
Abandoned at the carnival with the freak shows
Like bad boys, hermaphrodites and old man crow
But then I escaped to the ghetto zone
Started a crew of my own, motherfucker, I'm not alone
So don't be stickin your finger in my face stank
Or your stomach might receive a shank from the...

[Chorus (2x)]

"I certainly hope your enjoy yourselves
Here at our three ring exhibit
But to be honest I really don't see
What's so fucking funny about it
These fucking people are real!"

[Violent J]
Ring three, the ICP
Look if you want but I wouldn't lay a hand on me
That's how you get fucked up
We'll squeeze your windpipe shut
Yo, I'm a nerd word, I drink from the bird
Have Snake woman kick my love to the curb
She busted into my tent, now I'm fucked
Had the fat bearded lady in the buck, uh
Fuck that, bitch, suck that
I was born with a wang but I never had a nut sac
Just two balls hanging with no protection so
I move real careful and slow
You can call me a weirdo, call me a freak
Call me Don Knots cuz I'm getting on it every week, uh
So come see the carnival and threw me your change, bitch
I chill with the three rings

[Chorus(2x)]

"Well, that's it
I hope you're satisfied
I hope you had a good time
You fucking heartless bastards
You saw what you wanted
So grab your fucking kids
And that fat flop of shit wife of yours
And get the fuck out of our circus tent
You cold-hearted sons of bitches
You think they look fucked up
Just wait till I kick your
Fucking lips in a couple times
You'll be sittin up here like a bitch
And we'll laughing at your folded ass
They'll call you lumpy
After I done put knots
All over your fuckin forehead
Yeah, hey, hey little boy, come here
How'd you like it if I tied your neck in a knot
You fucking little bitch
Come here, I'll shove that
Fucking corn dog up your ass
Get the fuck out of here
Show's fucking over
Get the fuck out of here
You fucking heartless bastards"

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 16:58:05 GMT

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 16:35:44 GMT

You Are a Goth!

You're so gothically outrageous, and you aren't afraid to flaunt it.
Whether you dress up like Robert Smith or a tragic Little Bo Peep,
chances are that you'll be parading around with the rest of the goths at Yoyogi Park on Sunday.
Don't forget your white makeup and blue lipstick! Who knows?
You may just get picked up by one of the seedy photographers.

What's Your Japanese Subculture?

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 16:31:18 GMT

Your Monster Profile

Twisted Strangler

You Feast On: Snow Cones

You Lurk Around In: Corn Fields

You Especially Like to Torment: Republicans

What's Your Monster Name?

thats was katy's

Your Monster Profile

Undead Beheader

You Feast On: Hot Dogs

You Lurk Around In: The Hearts of Men

You Especially Like to Torment: Priests

What's Your Monster Name?

thats james'

Your Monster Profile

Mad Ghoul

You Feast On: Peanut Butter

You Lurk Around In: The Ocean

You Especially Like to Torment: Your Evil Twin

What's Your Monster Name?

that is ian's

Your Monster Profile

Cursed Slayer

You Feast On: Starbucks

You Lurk Around In: Roller Rinks

You Especially Like to Torment: Vegans

What's Your Monster Name?

thats cat's

Your Monster Profile

Cursed Slayer

You Feast On: Starbucks

You Lurk Around In: Roller Rinks

You Especially Like to Torment: Vegans

What's Your Monster Name?

thats gaia's

Your Monster Profile

Merciless Beast

You Feast On: Snow Cones

You Lurk Around In: Las Vegas

You Especially Like to Torment: Republicans

What's Your Monster Name?

thats AJ's

Your Monster Profile

Grim Ghoul

You Feast On: Starbucks

You Lurk Around In: Swamps

You Especially Like to Torment: Blondes

What's Your Monster Name?

thats mika's

woo thats all lol 4 now

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 03:47:40 GMT

desirea's Fortune
for January 23, 2006

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the World's Biggest Yearbook!

i hope this works

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 23:18:26 GMT

surrender your heart let it be free only it can find true love not you or me.
ha oh so divine desi is the lady always floating in my mind

isnt that adorable this guy toled me that

well

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 22:14:14 GMT

well ive lost it ive completely lost it, and wow im boring. i dont know why lack of friend contact i guess wow im deppressing to damnthat sux i hate it but wat u gunna do. well i was going to call katy last night but its probably a good thing i didnt, seein that shes at her dads and all cuz i think im able to go places now that ive been doin my homework.and i found out that a bus to portland only takes 35 min. so yay on that. but im doin good at my new school except for the fact that i wanna pounce on the student teacher hes not cute or anything theres just something about him. well i met two people stevie(a girl very liberal has an eyebrow pierced likes the same movies as me the horror slashers movies shes pretty cool) and there is anna( i always forget her name but shes really cool shes wiccan and stuff but its funny cuz when her boyfriend starts talkin to her[i dont know what he says] but she gets all embarassed and tells him to shush and im like only if she knew what ive done she probably then she probably wouldnt care if i heard.
RIP
~Desi~

weeeell

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 01:03:33 GMT

i found out bonnie is going on a date with this really hot guy and it was so funny cuz i asked her if she would fuck him since shes never done anything with a guy before and she told me she would and that i would to if i knew him and so i wanted to meet him and she totally didnt get it and it took awhile before telling her and shes still gunna let me meet him..lol

hey

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 23:15:42 GMT

well today in class i got hella bored and started to think and it kinda wasnt to good for me and so i wrote and i wrote like 6-12 things (well there not quite poems or stories) :

Life is a crock of bullshit

you can be taken out just as easily as you were put here your body breaks down, the body is bullshit and in life (for most) war and hate runs in your blood people naturally hate each other because they act or look different and the government and society controls everyone or at least try to and the US government is the worst because all they want to do is take over and be the most powerful and so other countries wont mess with them well the US gov't is a bunch of pansies if they want war so much make then let them fight thier own fuckin war why should we fight for pansies?

I want to put my mind in rewind back to the days when i was happy and things werent so fucked up. i want to have my life back when i could see all my friends all the time and not have to worry about never seeing my friends again...Science is not the same without gaia...Social Studies isnt the same without cat...English isnt the same without quintin and shelly...lunch isnt the same without katy...i dont have japanese...Graphic Design(drawing) isnt the same without zeth, lauren, and Mr.Abahazy... Drafting(design Tech.) isnt the same... After schoolisnt the same without the whole GSA crew( and then some). i miss the way it was...i took it all for granted. it used to be i would (every once and awhile) trying to detache my self from everyone and every one wouldnt let me because they cared...and now ive been detached from everyone so long im ready to do somthing drastic.. and i dont know why..

sigh

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 00:31:14 GMT

i miss every one...*sigh*...i want to come back so bad i have to do all this crap tomorrow for my new school and take a placement test ..it sucks..and then i have to talk to the counseler about my schedual and i have to take extra classes to make up for all my missed credits... and my dad saw my grades so im on lockdown till my grades improve and i can only talk on the phone or internet ..and once and awhile i can have a friend over till i improve my grades

eeep!

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 20:05:22 GMT

well change my display name on myspace cuz this guy wouldnt leave me alone..its now: 4 the love of katy!!

on my way to hell

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 07:07:42 GMT

well the way ive been going im doing the same thing standing aside and watching my life go to hell... yet i think its already there and sadly i still think i can get out of it bye killing myself but im afraid to try because im at my dads and they have a tot and that screw his life up......*sigh*..... well ya and i hate not being able to see everyone....
*tear*...well..i dont want to go because getting my thoughts out is good even though they are gunna be there later....im afraid ...of what i dont know but i have the feeling of fear for my future and it scares the heaven outta me..
i found out i could(almost 100% sure) have anxiety, deppresion, and be bi-polar....is that bad i dont really know what it is.

I MISS MY KATY!!!!*sob*
I LOVE MY KATY!!!!*sob*
~Desi~
P.S. i have a pic on my myspace my screen name is its a long hard road outta hell